Confession: When a stranger knocks on my door, my social anxiety makes me hide and not answer it. I know it stresses my family because sometimes they need to talk to those people, but since I don’t know them I get really scared and let my dogs out to scare them away.
"Please, reblog this if the main reason why recent SPN episode was confusing for you is because the changes in Cas character and some scenes were too sudden and OFF the character of Castiel and the story"
You may be a shipper or not, care about the OTP or not, but it makes me sad that the writers do think it is only the shipping thing and blame this part of fandom, when it is obviously the other thing also.
The whole situation already goes to far now and it needs to be seen! That there is other reason, too! And maybe they really will pay attention to this one.
I can feel it in my bones, the need to tear apart my body and bare my insides to the world; to cry and scream and grasp and feel… I can’t breathe, my eyes hurt and I’m coughing and my lungs are burning and my throat is so tight I can’t even swallow and I can’t breathe! I don’t know what’s happening… everything was so fine a few minutes ago… I was fine… this wasn’t supposed to happen… I was fine… you wren’t here, but I was fine… Oh, god help me, I don’t want to die.
Am I the only one that talks to myself in second person and makes promises about never ever leave me alone; about protecting me and my ideals even when I’m standing alone; about loving me forever, sweetly, carefully, gently? Because I do that. A lot. Maybe I’m just a narcissist.